sitting at harvest overhearing conversation between christian outreach woman, african, trying to counsel homeless man, black. I mostly can’t hear or understand her except when she got very flustered mostly repeating you’re not listening back to him. the man across from me is sketching them in his sketchbook and the man next to him is just watching them intently over his laptop. maybe it’s rude that i started writing it down, but …
i’m so positive you can’t handle it
i’m so positive you can’t handle it
i’m so positive you can’t handle it
this has been going on for eighteen years
you want to help or
you’re going to help
you want to help or
you’re going to help
i’m listening
i’m listening to you
you’re not listening
i’m listening
you’re not listening
i’m listening
obama don’t have sons
he has daughters
like bush has daughters
like nelson mandela daughters
are you listening to to that
you’re not listening
you say you’re listening
but you’re not listening
they have responsibility
they have the responsibility of raising daughters
but they don’t have the responsibility of raising sons
they aren’t raising sons
i’m listening to you
you’re not listening to me
i told you the same thing over again
you repeat the same things
you told me to listen
i’m listening but you tell me the same thing over and over again
you asked me how old i was
i told you how old i was
i’m 56
you asked my age
i told you how old i was
it was your culture that sold my culture as trash
let’s be clear about it
it was your culture that sold my people as trash
that’s ok
that’s ok
don’t talk down to me
don’t talk down to me
you’re lying to me
you’re lying to me
age matters
age is very important
you’re humoring m
that’s not relevant
you need to be responsible
don’t tel me
you told me there’s this computer class
you’re not listening
you keep telling me
i listen
i don’t bow down
i listen but i’m not bowing down
i’m not bowing down for that
i’m not bowing down for that
i have my pride
what is this pride
why is pride a good thing
i’m not gonna let you mislead me.
you are 55
you are too old
no i told you my age
you’re not listening
i’m 53
what’s wrong with you
you just write down information on a piece of paper
but the information i need you need to just write that down.
he’s put shackles on your mind
jesus put shackles on your mind
and jesus told you to shackle me
i have to think about how you think you have fresh ideas
you think your ideas are fresh
but have you thought about maybe your ideas aren’t fresh
you think your ideas are fresh
but have you thought about maybe your ideas aren’t fresh
he was like you
he did nothing
he did nothing
he put it off
he said
he put it off
and again
I know this I’ve grown up all my life with this
Why are you telling me this
It’s important
Why are you telling me this
It’s important
is relevance important